Like you would do better

August 7, 2007

This concept of a two year build up to the Presidential elections needs to be rethought. There is no reason for it. Of course, whenever I say that some asshat speaks out and says, ‘but I love this stuff.’ That’s the whole problem. I can’t help but believe that the only reason this process has spread out like this is to give CNN and FOXNews programming. That’s not a real good reason. There is no upside. It makes campaign insanely expensive driving the candidates into the waiting arms of the special interest groups. Meanwhile they all just dig up dirt about each other. This is a stupid system.

You would think that I would do something fun while I have all this time to myself. At least, you would think that if you didn’t know me. For fun, I’m broadcasting make believe radio on the internet. I suck. But I do take requests.

Other than that, I’ve just worked and watched Star Trek on DVR. I know, you’re jealous. You wanna be just like me. I’m sorry, but not everyone can handle this level of dork cool.

Oh… for the record, Expert Level on Guitar Hero II is fucking stupid hard.

Random Thoughts XII

July 16, 2007

I went backpacking. Again. I know, it’s almost boring. It was a great weekend.

I’m sure its just me being paranoid, but as the end of Dubya’s term gets closer, I keep waiting for some one to announce that they are extending his term indefinitely, citing terrorist threats and what not.

Thanks Monty, Mango and WK for sponsoring me in the blogathon. You can sponsor me too. Dammit.

Two weeks till training camp starts. I can’t wait.

I got a promotion at work. I am now, officially, a Network Engineer. But you can still call me Jeckles.

I’ve changed my gym routine around a bit. I’ve added more emphasis to muscle training. I’ve also added protein shakes to my diet. I’m seeing good results.

Shitty Blog Radio is stupid. My mother has never listened to it. (And this is a good thing.) But for some reason she keeps telling everyone in my extended family about it. I spent an uncomfortable 15 minutes yesterday, trying to explain to my nice Christian cousins what is I do on the internet radio. Maybe my mom should listen. I bet she’d stop telling family about it.

Shitty Blog Survivor is even dumber.

And now my lunch break is over.

Lunchtime blogging

February 1, 2007

I come home for lunch each day. I only live a few miles from work and I find it to be the easiest way to go.

I am counting my calories these days. With great success, I might add. I have lost 15 or so pounds in the last month. I have twenty some odd to go to reach my goal. I have a ham and turkey on rye with cheese, every day. Heated the toaster oven. I prefer hot meals, for some reason. It is about a 400 calorie meal and it is quite filling.

It must be annoying to people around me when I start talking about calorie this and gym that, but when you are focused on that stuff you think about it a lot. You have to. It is too easy for me to start rationalizing why I can eat this or that. So I stay focused. I eat (give or take) 1000 calories a day. They tell me that I need to eat more. They tell me that my metabolism will slow down to much. I think that they are full of shit and more interested in selling me stuff than they are in me just losing the weight.

My metabolism is fine, thank you very much. I go to the gym nearly every weekday. I get on the treadmill, walk for five minutes to warm up, run for thirty minutes and then walk for five more to cool down. Then I go work some of the weigh machines. I doubt I’ll ever build any muscle worth noting, but I’m told that building muscle burns fat. So I do what I can.

I think about this stuff at lunchtime, because it is the best defense I know against just breaking down and eating out. I have a goal, and I am focused.

Next weekend will be the first big payoff for my efforts. By bringing my weight down, I should have a lot my more energy and stamina when hiking. And since my robot like friend will be coming, I’ll need all the energy I can get.

Other thoughts:

I don’t hate my job today, nearly as much as I did yesterday. But I still don’t like it. If anyone knows of a company hiring Network Engineers in Florida, let me know. Thanks.

I truly hate blogging. Why I do keep doing it? I can’t find a better system for expressing myself. I used to think that blogging would be a truly free and open way to express yourself. It isn’t. People react to what you post. Those reactions influence how you post in the future, whether or not you want them to. And don’t think it’s just me. We wouldn’t get this infighting among bloggers (I’m sure you’ve seen it somewhere) if people weren’t sensitive to how people react.

If you want to get a real feel for the news, turn the volume off and the closed captioning on. You’ll be able to see how they repeat certain concepts over and over again. I never watch the news if I can avoid it, but when I’m on the treadmill I watch whatever is in front of me, often it is Fox News. Last night I saw them report on one guys theory about Sandy Berger destroying National Archive documents. I know nothing about this and I really don’t care, but in read the closed captioning it became clear that what was on the TV wasn’t exactly news.

To paraphrase, the segement went a little like this:

FoxNews: Did Sandy Berger steal documents from the National Archives to hide handwritten notes written by Bill Clinton and high level cabinet members? That’s what one expert believes. Tell us, did Berger steal and destroy these notes?
Expert: I believe he did. If there were handwritten notes and he destroyed them, there may be a cover up.
FN: So Berger could have been destroying handwritten notes, written in the margins.
Expert: Yes, the copies at the national archinves have no notes so he must have destroyed the originals to cover them up.
FN: Has the National Archives seen these notes.
Expert: They are unaware of any notes

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Meanwhile, there is a graphic that says “Sandy Burglar” in the background the entire time. I don’t know or care about this, maybe the dude stole and covered up a loads of stuff. But that interview provided no proof of it. What it did do is repeat the accusation over and over again.

I used to worry about the government lying to us. Now they don’t have to. The cable news networks are there to confuse the issues for them.

Lunchtime is over. Maybe we’ll do this again sometime.

Random Thoughts XI

December 17, 2006

I’m in a shitty mood this morning. Of course, it is almost afternoon. This isn’t helping my mood out at all. But none of that matters.

From inside my skull:

I’ve been looking a bit at the new Vista OS. It’s pretty good, of course it ought to be after 5 years or so of development. I have been planning to make some changes to my ’supercomputer.’ Initially, I was thinking of putting some flavor of Ubuntu on it, but now I’m considering Vista. Linux or Vista? There are good reasons for both. I love the whole Open Source thing and the implied geekiness that goes with Linux, but Vista is new and shiny. Plus, sooner or later I’ll be supporting Vista at work, the more familiar I am with the better off I’ll be. At the moment, I’m totally undecided.

I can’t help thinking that we haven’t seen the worst of this Iraqi sitiuation yet.

There are all kinds of playoff implications in todays games. Not only in the NFL but in my Fantasy Football League. So in addition to the Ravens, I’ll be rooting for LT, Jerricho Cotchery and Eli Manning.

Monday Night Football presents me with a unique dilemma Assuming the Ravens win today. If Indy wins, the Ravens clinch the AFC North. If Cincy wins we clinch the Playoffs but not the AFCN. However we will move into Second Place in the overall standings in the AFC. I think I’ll just go with my gut here and root against Cincinattica.

I really need to go backpacking. This mild weather has only made this fact more obvious to me. Spring cannot get here fast enough.

The middle of next week will mark the shortest day of the year. I look forward to it, only so I can start seeing the days get longer again. All this darkness puts a hurting on my psyche.

I hurt my foot while running the other week. Nothing serious, but it does hurt when i put my weight on it. I kept running each day, hoping that it would work itself out. It did not. I believe that my sneakers were the culprit. So I switched shoes, but the pain is still there. And there is nothing more pathetic than seeing a middle aged guy hobbling along in a half run-half limp on the treadmill. I bought some new running shoes this weekend, which in the long run should help. My problem is what to do about the short term. I don’t run on the weekends, so it has had a chance to heal some, but if it still hurts tomorrow, I’ll have to make some choices. Either I just take a week off, I use the Elliptical Machines for a week (which will put less strain on my foot, but causes my knees problems,) or I just keep running. None of those are great options.

Every time I hear about Hilary Clinton getting ready to run for President, it makes me happy. Not for any particular reason, it just feels like a good thing.

I am sick of work. Luckily I’ll get the last week of the year off. Hopefully, I can come back re-charged.

et cetera

October 22, 2006

In case you don’t know… I have been doing this dumbass ‘Internet Radio Show’ for the last year or so. The imaginary Internet Radio Station that it aired on is going off the ‘air.’ If you want more information go here.

I guess all of this has me thinking about the nature the Internet, as I know it, and the nature of blogging. Which has been an ongoing theme for me. Who knows, maybe I’ll write something about this soon.

The Family and I went on road trip to the Lehigh Gap in Pennsylvania. We climbed the mountain and I took a couple hundred pictures. Maybe someday, I’ll find the time to organize and do something with all of these pictures I keep taking.

I still like my truck. It isn’t very fuel efficient and I guess that makes me a bad person, but I don’t drive far on any given day and I’ll gladly pay more to drive the vehicle I want to drive.

On a related note, I passed an SUV with a bumper sticker that said “High Gas Prices Stink!” I hate them.

I think I will carve a few pumpkins this year. I’m not half bad at it. I was going to link to the photos of last year’s attempts. But it looks like they were lost when BlogCafe went down. I’m sure I have them on this computer somewhere, but… Anyhow. I’ll find ‘em and include them.

I had no idea I liked the Grateful Dead so much. I’ve recently got a bunch of Dead to listen to. I like it. I wish I would have realized that while Jerry Garcia was still alive.

I have a headache.

I used to think that maybe I could be a writer. I got over it.

I am still struggling to figure out how I am supposed to do all the things I want to to do, in the time that I have to do them.

I think that North Korea possessing Nuclear technology may be the single greatest threat to the stability of our world.

I am glad I discovered the Sleuth Channel. Miami Vice is better than anything that the networks are offering these days. Between that, M*A*S*H on Hallmark, and Star Trek on G4; I have all the TV I need.

And as they say on M*A*S*H…

That is all.

Random Thoughts IX

July 12, 2006

I’m still reeling about Syd.
It’s not like the news was shocking or upsetting exactly. But the end to this tragic story has kept my mind in motion. I may have more to say about Syd, but it hasn’t quite solidified in my mind. Also, I expect that this week’s Radio Show will have a lot of Syd in it.

Hey!

The Blogathon is coming. And I’m in it. Several of you have sponsored me. You guys rock. But I want more. Sponsor me.

NO. I mean it. Sponsor me. I did some homework and picked a good charity. I’ll stay up 24 hours and post for your amusement. (Well at least for my amusement.) What more do I need to do? What can I offer you to entice you to Sponsor Me? I don’t know what to offer you. But who knows, maybe I’ll think of something.

I’d like to break $500! It’s a goal. If we make that goal… we’ll do something. I just don’t know what yet. I can tell you this. It will make you feel good if you do it. Hell it will make me smile. Sponsor me!
And if you hate my charity or me or whatever…. Sponsor one of my friends. aka_Monty, Webkittyn, Rose, Utopia or Mango Radio.

It’s for a good cause and you get to make me stop being so grumpy for a minute. DO IT NOW.

I mentioned earlier (way earlier) that I had been assigned a huge Identity Integration project. Well funding was slow, and the project has slipped. But we are underway now. It is kind of exciting.

At the same time, I have been drafted to replace the network infrastructure at one of our sites. We are combining the project into a training excercise. So our WAN Admin is having me and another configure the Switch, VLANs and whatnot from the ground up. Way cool.

Is it ironic that I like work betterer, when I am busy. Especially busy with interesting things.

Isreal attacked Lebanon. I’m so glad that the US was able to bring stability to that region.

The AL won the All Star game. Whoop D Doo. I am so over baseball. Only a few short weeks till training camp. Go football!

That is it for today. Sponsor me!

Jumping Right into the ID Fray

November 16, 2005

Mango is fired up about Intelligent Design.  I’m not sure of it was the headlines from Dover or just right wing propaganda that has him fired up, but he is.  He asserts that Intelligent Design is not a theory and furthermore that making the case that Intelligent Design should be presented as an alternative theory to Evolution is akin to saying that Green Day should be offered up with Beethoven and Mozart in Music History class.

I’m not a scientist, hell I don’t even possess a college degree, but I won’t let that stop me from adding my take on this.  Let’s jump back a moment.  What is Intelligent Design or ID?  If you want a detailed answer, Mango and a-[e] can provide it.  I’ll state it simply.  ID is Creationism dressed in scientific trappings.  

Let me make a few statements before I continue.  I am an Atheist.  I’m sorry about that.  Some would tell you that my lack of belief makes me want to push that on others much the way the Faithful want to spread their faith.  I can only offer you my assurance that your faith or lack thereof is of no concern to me.  Having said that, I don’t think that Christianity and Evolution have to be at odds with one another.   The bible says God created man and the animals.  Evolution says that mutations occurred over time.  I know Christians who believe that those mutations may be the hand of God in the process. By pushing this small change or that one perhaps God did create us, they say.

It seems to me that evolution is not really a facet of biology, but a matter of math.  Applied probability.  Nothing is driving evolution.  It might be more appropriate to say that Evolution is demonstrated by Biology.  I point this out because I think Evolution is demonstrated in other places too, but I’ll get back to that later.

SC&A says, “There is ample scientific evidence that evolution is a fact of life. There is also ample evidence that there is much more. That evidence can be seen in the behavior of man. That behavior defies evolutionary ideals and principles” and Mango echoes the notion.  I contend that these statements are erroneous because there is no such thing as evolutionary ideals or behavior.  Man is successful as a species.  Largely due to his behavior.  I would say that man and his “counter-evolutionary behavior” are only more examples of evolution itself.

Evolution is not about behavior.  It is about patterns.  I may be the only person who sees it this way, but what the hell.  Like I said at the beginning I have no real expertise on the subject matter.

The question I find more interesting is this; why are people of faith so threatened by evolution?

They teach Earth Science in most schools systems.  And in those classes they teach that the Earth is much older than a literal view of the bible would allow for.  Yet, I’ve not heard much outrage about that.  What is about the Theory of Evolution that makes this Fundamentalist Christians want to take to the streets?

I’m too tired to dwell on the subject any long tonight so we’ll have to address that part later.

Classism and Education

October 8, 2005

This notion of Class and Classism is still bouncing around my head.  Before I continue with this line of thought, I want to clarify a few things.  a-[e] wrote a piece that touched on some of these same notions.  He took exception to the way I broke out the classes.  I want to clarify that the classes that I am defining are social, not economic.  

To that end, although economically your average white collar middle manager is no where near the CEO of the corporation he works for; socially they follow the same mores and hold to the same basic values and beliefs.  We are not blind to the economics here, the economic status of individuals, will certainly have a lot to do with placement of an individual in the strata that exists within the Class.

That is same reason that I separate the Urban Poor from the Rural Working class.  They may find themselves in the same tax bracket, but they do not have much in common in regards to mores and values.  I label them as Urban and Rural, but these labels do not necessarily point to where the members of this Class Live.  These labels describe where the values these classes embrace came from.  There are people who are members of the Rural Working class who live in Suburban and Urban areas, but their values and mores would fit in rural Ohio or Texas.

Commenter, tantric siren, observes that I didn’t address the role education plays in promoting the class structure and by extension Classism.  I did not mention in that post, but I certainly will address it here.  The way we run our schools in this day and age has everything to do with the perpetuation of Classism in America.

The Public Schools serve to sort children into the proper class and keep them there.  I’m not talking about a teacher who believes that blacks are lazy.  I’m sure that happens, but what I’m talking about is actually built into the system.  Good teachers as well as bad teacher are promoting it.  It starts with the separating the ’smart’ kids from the ‘average’ kids.  This is done at a very young age.  The ’smart’ kids are separated from the others and get a more rigorous and challenging curriculum.

How are the smart kids picked out?  Some fancy testing?  No it is left to the teacher’s judgment.   I have all the respect in the world for those who choose to teach.  But neither that choice, nor the subsequent training, makes them qualified judges of intelligence.  I’m sure there are plenty who would argue this point with me.  But I feel strongly about this one.  How are the teachers making these assessments?  They are identifying the ’smart’ kids as though who are the better readers, have better math skills and those who are generally better prepared and follow instructions best.

One might think at first glance that this is a perfectly reasonable criterion for picking out the ’smart’ kids.  But let’s look a little deeper.  In grades 2, 3 and 4; can we really tell who has an aptitude for Math or English?  No, we cannot.  What we can see is performance.  I assert that what we are really measuring in this process is not aptitude or intelligence, but the  social  background of the child.  The schools ask that children come to kindergarten familiar with the alphabet and able to count and a couple of other basic things like that.  Children of Middle Class families will, in all likelihood, come very prepared.  On the other hand children from the Rural Working Class are much less likely to come to school with this background.  And children from families that are Urban Poor almost certainly will not be prepared at all.

As the children progress through school, the differences in Class continue to be emphasized.  The Children of the Middle Class will most likely get the most support and help at home with their school work.  Those parents are the most likely to go to Teacher Conferences and communicate with the teachers in a way that the teacher’s are comfortable with.  Even Johnny Middle Class is struggling with math, his parents will help the teacher to see what the problem is.  At the same time, Suzy Working Class may be having the same problem, but her parents, who know that they were never very ’smart’ at math, assume that there is no problem, Suzy just doesn’t get it.  Freddy Urban Poor’s parents on the other hand resent the schools system and ignore communication from the teachers.  

The result of all of this is that the Middle Class kids are filtered into the ’smart classes.’  The names change depending on time and place, but the concept is constant.  These students then receive the best recourses, the best teachers and the encouragement to go to college.  Why the ’smart’ kids get more while everyone else gets less, is also symptomatic of the role that class plays I education.  Common sense would tell us, that the ‘average’ and ‘dumb’ kids need more help and therefore more resources.  Unfortunately, schools are run by common sense, they are run by the Board of Education.  The Board members are elected officials, who have to publicly answer to the tax-payers.  And guess which class is most mobilized in local politics: the Middle Class, of course.  So the decisions of the Board reflect time and again the notion that the kids of the most influential members of community need to be taken care of.

Don’t think that this possible?  I assure you it is.  A local school system came up with a proposal to eliminate leveling, to mix the kids together and assure that they all received good instruction.  When the proposal was put in front of the Board of Education, parent after parent stood up to say that they did not want their kids, the ’smart’ kids, to have to be in the class room with those others.  The sentiment was, if we share the resources equally amongst all the children, it would cut into the ’smart’ kids’ chances at going to their chosen University.

In other words, they felt that it was fine to educate these other children, but not at the expense of their child receiving the finest education the system could provide.  The result of this, over time, has been that we have a system that has schools inside of schools; a school for the children of the Middle Class and a school for everyone else.  

Of course, there are exceptions.  There are children from the other classes who are bright and push themselves who end up in the top classes.  And there are Middle Class children who are unmotivated and maybe not so bright who drop down in to the ‘average’ classes.  But as a rule, this how it works for most.

Can this be fixed?  In theory, it would not be hard to implement.  All we need to do is give all children the same level of education.  But the reality is much more complicated.  The Middle Class controls the School Board, and they want to see this system perpetuated.  And even if some liberal minded members of the Middle Class could push through these reforms, it wouldn’t matter.  The Middle Class would pull their children from public education, and either home school or send them to private schools.  They would then demand Vouchers or fewer taxes spent on the schools, since they did not use them.  ”Why should we support these schools?” They would ask.  We have already seen this happen in the inner cities.  Without the support of the Middle Class, the schools fail.

I wish I had better answers.  I do not.  But it seems to me that many of us have been participating blindly in this system of Classism.  It is my hope that through awareness, some changes can be made.

Classism in America

September 18, 2005

There is something going on this country.  It has been flicking around the edges of my consciousness for a few years, I think.  But it is starting coming in to focus for me.

I have tossed this notion around with some people whose intelligence and opinions I respect .  It is slippery.  I want to present, but I don’t want to get bogged down in old arguments.  That’s part of the problem.  We are used to looking at this issue and that issue till we can’t see the big picture.  To be cliche, we can’t see the forest for the trees.

This problem that I see, I haven’t heard anyone address before. (Although I am sure they have, I simply just haven’t heard it.  Therefore I need to define my own terms, since I haven’t heard them defined before.)  

How to present this?  We’ll start here, but I think this is a large concept and will have be addressed in more than one post.  We’ll start with the notion of racism in America.  How would you feel if I told you that there was no institutional racism in America?  That except for a few bitter and under-educated individuals there is no racism? Hear me out.  If you have a list of example of racism, hold on to them for a second.  Let’s look at this from another angle.  I recently heard a quote that said something about Bush hating black people, in describing his response (or lack thereof) to the disaster in New Orleans.  As a matter of fact, it wouldn’t be too hard to put together a case that said that the Bush administration had presented policies that have harmed African-Americans.  But there would be a gaping hole in that argument.

Bush made Colin Powell the first black Secretary of  State, then he made Condi Rice the first black woman Secretary of State.  It is widely reported that Dr. Rice was one of Bush’s closest advisors during his first term.  If Bush has it in for the African American community, why has held these two individuals in such high regard?  Or more simply put, if we call Bush a racist he will not only deny it, but will go on to tell us about his friends that are black.

We see this kind of discrepancy all over the place.  How to explain it?  Perhaps were are looking at the problem all wrong.  Maybe it’s not about race, not about skin color.  What if we assert that it is about class?  If we say that the Bush administration has consistently implemented policies that are harmful to the lower classes in this country, does this ring truer? It’s getting closer.

How about if we don’t define our classes by economic terms?  If you took Macroeconomics you have heard about the classes in America.  Lower, Middle and the Upper.  Forget about them, for the purposes of this discussion, they are useless.  There are factory workers, Tool and Dye makers who make more money than most teachers.  Are they in the same class?  I wouldn’t say so.

Let’s define the classes in the United States as follows.  There are three classes.  I’ll name them like this, although I acknowledge the names aren’t perfectly representative of their members; the Elite Middle Class, the Urban Poor and the Rural Working Class.

The Elite Middle Class is the class who run this country.  It is composed of home owning, college educated, white-collar workers.  They are held together by a common set of core values.  Values that could described as White Anglo-Saxon Protestant  values.  But don’t be confused, this class is not about being white, Anglo-Saxon or Protestant. It’s about living with values and mores that the WASPs have traditionally held. What are the mores of the Elite Middle Class?  I could probably write a book to answer that question, but I won’t because I think that all of us understand them. They include the nuclear family, the notion of education as a means to better oneself, a work ethic that dictates that one must work himself to the bone to get a head (the so-called American Dream,) a whole bunch of implicitly understood rules of behavior that are referred to as manners, and countless others.  If you are having trouble picturing these mores, picture the Huxtables from the Cosby Show.  It doesn’t matter if you’re Black, Hispanic-Catholic, or a Russian Jew, as long as you act correctly.  Nearly all of our political and corporate leaders come from this group.  Liberal Democrats and Conservative Christian Republicans both come from this group.   They agree or more than they think, it just some of the details that they differ on.

The Urban Poor are largely African American, but not exclusively.  They are not a cohesive class like the Elite Middle class.  What they have in common is what they do not have.  They are poor, they do not own homes, they are uneducated, and they do not subscribe the mores of the Elite Middle Class.  Paternity is practically undefined in this class.  This is class that has evolved from centuries of communal living.  They have a very different notions about privacy and personal space.  

The Rural Working Class  are not necessary rural nor do they necessarily work.  Once again this group is defined by a certain set of values and mores.  The Rural Working Class holds many values in common with the Elite Middle Class but they lack much of what the Middle class has.  Home ownership is not as common.  Many of them own trailers or other properties that do not have the same investment potential as true home ownership, although they likely believe that it is the same.  Many of them hold jobs that do not require any formal education, custodial positions, manufacturing jobs.  Some of them will develop skills, but only skills that they can employ in their jobs, auto mechanics and tool and dye makers for example.  They view money as something to be dealt with immediately and most of them don’t trust banks for even the simplest of investments, Savings Accounts.  They are a group that is largely ignorant and gets much of its information on the rest of the world from what they are told at work, at church, the bar.  They are the NASCAR nation and the Bible Belt.  They are the voters who consistently put Republicans in office.

Interesting observations, you may be thinking, but so what?

Back to my original question, about Racism.  What if what we are seeing isn’t racism.  What if it is classism.  I know it’s not a real word.  But it will have to do.  What if I assert that the Bush administration has consistently pursued policies that are harmful to the Urban Poor.  What if I further more assert that while the Administration’s policies do not benefit the Rural Working Class much they are presented in such a way that the Rural Working Class believes that they have benefited, tax cuts for example.  Do these assertion ring more true than the assertion that the Bush Administration is racist?  I think that they do.  It is no longer a paradox that Bush has placed African Americans high in his cabinet.  It doesn’t matter that they are African American, because regardless of how they got there, both Condaleeza Rice and Colin Powell are members of the Elite Middle Class.

So what does all this have to do with anything?  It had to do with this.  For the last few decades, certain members of the Elite Middle Class have been acting to elevate and isolate the Elite Middle Class, but keeping the Urban Poor impoverished, ignorant and at war with each other, while at the manipulating the fears and ignorance of the Rural Working Class to achieve their aims.

Why should I care?  I’m a member of the Elite Middle Class (although there are many who are more elite than I am.)  I benefit from these policies.  Why should I rock the boat?  For two reasons: First I do not want to be the beneficiary of another’s suffering.  I don’t want to see people get swept aside ignored just because there are different.  Second, it won’t work long term.  History shows that time and again, when the gulf between haves and the have-nots gets too large the have-nots will topple the haves.  Just ask Tsar Nicholas II or Louis XVI.  

This is problem that needs to be addressed and the time is now.  The first step will be to remove those from power who support policies of Classism.  As I said a thousand or so words ago, this is a big concept and will take more than one post to fully realize it.  So I leave you with these thoughts for now, with the  promise that we will continue this conversation.

    

Proud to be an American

July 6, 2005

I know that I am supposed to like the 4th of July. It’s one of those holiday, like Thanksgiving, that everyone likes. And I do enjoy myself, but as I look around I find that I am disturbed by what I see.

The first thing I see is the excessive jingoism. I know, I know. It’s independence day, there is supposed to be jingoism. It’s just that the Republican Party has adopted flag waving as it’s platform. As a result, being surrounded by people waving flags and chanting ‘USA,USA!’ makes me feel like I’m at the Republican National Convention. But if that was the only thing, I’d be Ok.

It’s the rest of it. Americans celebrate the Birth of their Nation by eating too much, drinking too much, and then setting off pyrotechnics, that are in most cases, highly illegal in their respective states. Let’s look at this a little closer.

We eat, we drink, we eat some more. OK. I’ll admit it. I over-eat on holidays too. So we’ll get to the part that really bugs me. The drinking. I confess, I don’t drink. I think it is a very bad idea. And trust me, I speak from experience here. This is a day set aside to mark the courage of our founding fathers. They saw inequity in British rule. And they did something about it. The put their lives at risk. They put their way of life at risk. They didn’t sit around and whine. They didn’t sue. They acted. Not just protesting what the British were doing, but saying, “Hey! Here’s a better way.” That I can be proud of. When I see some one slurring their way through Proud to be an American, I find myself feeling not so proud.

And don’t even get me started on those people who need drink, while in the company of children. I’m sure that most people who read this will simply dismiss my discomfort with that. “Hey Geek, go to a Meeting if it bothers you.” But it burns me up. If you and your friends want to drink yourselves silly, I suppose it okay with me. Promise you won’t be driving and I’ll deal with it. But if you are going to have a Family event, why bring the booze? Do you really want your kids to see you slurring and stumbling? I know I don’t want my kids to see you doing it.

And the fireworks. I’ve got nothing against fireworks per se, but the last few days, I’ve story after story about people shooting off their own illegal fireworks. And how they managed to keep the cops from catching them. I find it odd, that this seems to be universally okay with everyone. If I announced that I was going to knock over a bank for the 4th, it would raise some eyebrows. You’re right, that’s not a good comparison. The fireworks represent a victimless crime. They also represents the ‘me’ attitude that has made Americans so popular abroad. Well, it’s against the law, but I really want to shoot them off. ‘Proud to be an American, where at least I know I’m free!’

And now that I’ve thought this out some more, I suppose that this is an appropriate way to celebrate America. I just wish it wasn’t.

Happy Independence Day

June 28, 2005

OK. I’m a little early for the Fourth. I just wanted a chance to get in a thought I had. Probably a very un-original one.

For the Fourth this year, I think that everyone should burn a flag. Yes sir, an American Flag. Why? Do I hate America? No! I love America (although, there are days I can leave the Americans behind.) These idiots in Congress have passed a bill proposing that a Flag Burning Ban Amendment to the Constitution. I think Flag Burning is a pretty disrespectful thing to do, personally. If you are planning to burn a flag, I hope you are ready for the uproar it will cause.

But don’t ban it. If you or I or anyone else is so upset with this country, or the current administration, or whatever; that they want to burn a flag. Let them. Yes, it’s desecration. It’s also a protest. And this country is all about protest. We celebrate the fact that some of our founding fathers broke into a ship and destroyed who knows how much perfectly good tea. Breaking and entering? Destruction of property? No. Protest.

If burning a flag is the way you feel the need to protest. Go for it. I will promptly assume you are a looney and will avoid contact with you, but I don’t want to see you in jail over it.

The Congress has spent its time crafting this inane amendment proposal. Amazing. They can’t get a handle on gasoline prices. They can’t control this little disaster in Iraq. But thank goodness they have the time to worry about lunatics burning flags. Just what we need, another reason to throw people in jail.

I am told that bills like this are passed all the time. I am told it is nothing to worry about because it will never become a Constitutional Amendment, even if it gets past the Senate. But I am worried about it. The Congress has better things to work on. I’m sure of it.

So maybe it’s time to send a message. A protest perhaps. Maybe we should light our flags on fire to celebrate the Fourth of July. Personally, I can’t think of a more American celebration.

London Calling

June 7, 2005

It’s like a slap in the face. I over-slept. I jumped out of bed and got myself together and ran out the door. I started the car and turned on the radio.

And Mike Greenberg told me not about baseball, basketball or football. He told me that there had been attack on London. The London Underground. ESPN Radio wasn’t going to cut it this morning. As I changed the station to NPR, my mind raced and my emotions vacillated. How bad is it? Are we in danger? How can this still be happening.

NPR had made way for the BBC. Tony Blair was speaking. He announced that he would leave the G8 conference to deal with situation. But he would return tonight. He spoke eloquently. He seemed in control of the situation.

My mind is still racing. My emotions are still all over the place. I feel compassion those whose lives have been turned upside down for this. I feel a sense of responsibility. The Brits have been the most supportive of the U.S. even when we’ve been off the mark. They are paying for that support now.

I am angry. Al Queda should be destroyed by now. The full force of the United States should be enough to capture its leaders, to freeze its assets, to find their bases and destroy them. But these things have not happened. They have not happened because we can not bring down the full force of the United States on Al Queda. We are all wrapped up in Iraq. A place we were supposed to make better, bring democracy to. A place that just signed a Pact with Iran. A country that we have declared an Axis of Evil. A country that may have nuclear weapons.

There are real problems out there. There are real threats. Threats that are bigger than WMDs that don’t exist. Bigger than flag burning and gay marriage. Bigger than abortion. Bigger than screwing up Social Security worse than it already is. This country needs to start dealing with those problems. I heard dozens of analysts say that we would look back and say that 9/11 was the day that everything changed. I’m looking back now and everything seems the same.

How many times must disaster strike before things really do change? 9/11. 3/11. 7/7. We need a solid plan to deal with terrorists. We need to leave the “wedge” issues and simply deal with the real issues.

Tonight my thoughts and my heart is with those in England.

But wait… There’s More!

June 5, 2005

OK. I think I have made clear my thoughts on morals as opposed to religion. But the second part of this is the idea of what the schools should be responsible for. Not only that, but what they are capable of. a-[e] covers this very nicely. Mango has also put his two cents in. I encourage to read their posts as well.

Several commenters on the last post put forth the idea that some children have no resource outside of the schools to teach them morals. This is true and it is tragic. But I am troubled by this notion that because you have a hard time at home, the schools are responsible to make up for all of those shortcomings. It would be nice, but the schools cannot give these kids what there are truly lacking, because the schools are incapable of love. I know… I’ve seen … situation where a teacher can make a huge impact a child. Unfortunately there is know way to create a formula for these kinds of things.

I have the opportunity to be in classrooms upon occasion. I am not a teacher. I am not there because of my kid. I am there to work on a computer or a printer or that kind of thing. The point is I end up being a kind of neutral observer. As I wait for a computer to reboot (or re-image for that matter,) I really don’t have anything better to do but to observe what is going on in the classroom around me. These are pretty normal classrooms, there are no dramatics here with guns or gangs. Nonetheless, I see often enough situations that make me wonder about the effectiveness of what we are teaching.

My observations have led to the conclusion that the schools in general are incapable of teaching morals or values or anything like that. There are two points to be made here. The schools are teaching too much as it is. Adding morals to the list is not going to help the situation. Secondly, after much reflection, I am not sure that morals can be taught.

Of course, you know I will elaborate.

I am not a secularist. I do not wish to spread my secular ideas to others. I do not agree with all secular ideas. There has been a liberal/secular movement in education for the last few decades. The schools teach all kinds of liberal/secular junk. Sex education is just the beginning. They teach kids about their emotions how to be empathetic. They teach kids about the environment. They teach all kinds of things. Yet, kids still graduate from high school and go on to be insensitive, to be polluters, to accidentally get pregnant.

The schools are trying to hard. We try teach algebra to everyone. If you are going to go to school, graduate and go out in to the world as a salesmen, a respectable career, you do not need algebra. Solid arithmetic is what you need. The ability to budget and the to write a check. Algebra? We need to simplify. Especially before high school. Let’s focus on three “R’s” as they say. Let’s focus on the basics. I know, that’s not fun. That’s not interesting. But, who said school should be fun? For all the effort they put into trying to make learning fun, my kid still finds school to be, well, boring. Let’s face it. School will never compete with video games.

I don’t know what anyone else thinks, but the way I say it the school has one basic responsibility: to give everyone a base set of knowledge before they go out into the world. The ability to read. The ability to express your thoughts in writing. The ability to perform arithmetic. A basic understanding of our history. A basic understanding of the literature that has come before. That’s all.

Many of you will disagree with me about this. That’s Ok. It doesn’t change anything. You still shouldn’t morals values in school, because you can’t teach morals. This is because lack of moral behavior does not usually come from a lack of understanding of what is right and what is wrong. It comes from a disregard of what is right and what is wrong.

You can tell some one, again and again and again that something is wrong. This will not prevent them from doing that. Trust me on this, there is a middle school kid living in my house. These kids that come from these tragic backgrounds will have no motivation to follow any moral instruction that is given to them. Hell, even kids from middle class homes will challenge moral instruction as the enter puberty and adolescence.

I maintain, as I said in my last post, that if the schools are going to get kids to behave morally, the need set standards and hold them to them. PB commented:

Although, I believe that setting expectations for students, and holding them to those expectations, will at the same time, teach “character.” I’m assuming, of course, the expectations you are referring to would be along the lines of: do your own work, respect the property of others, come prepared and on time, be respectful of teachers and administrators, etc. All of these expectations seem to be reflective of the underlying moral/ethical code of conduct that has been adopted by our society.

That is exactly what I mean. Unfortunately, at this time in history, the schools are unable to hold children accountable for much of anything. Ironically, it’s the parents who won’t stand for it.

Here I Go Again

June 1, 2005

Upon occasion, when I want to read something well thought out and well written, I go to Sigmund, Carl and Alfred. Yesterday, he wrote about religion and schools. A lot of people got exciting because he pondered, “What exactly is the harm in teaching Creationism?” He made some good points about the state of schools today, but by the time I got done reading it, I wanted to shout at my monitor,”Religion is NOT the same as Moral!”

This is going to be full of MY opinions. If you find them distasteful. Go away. Right now. Go read a mommy blog. I’m willing to hear what you think, if you’ve read what I’ve written and have a thought about it please leave a comment. If you just want to tell me that I’m wrong. Don’t.

Let’s clear the air. I’m an atheist. Sometimes, I soften that statement by saying that I’m agnostic, but the truth is I don’t believe. Sorry. I really am. I’ve looked hard and long at the concept of god and at various religions. I just don’t see it. SC&A implied that secularism/atheism is a religion in its own right. I could not disagree more. If you believe in God, I not only have no problem with that. I envy you. I really do. I know people whose faith is deep and that seems to make them very happy. I do not wish sway anyone from their beliefs. Believe what you want.

I do not see myself as a secularist. I am a moral person. I take my morals very seriously. I know what is right and I do my best to live my life that way. It is possible that I will burn in hell because I do not believe, but it will not be because I have acted poorly. As a matter of fact, that is the point about religion that does me in every time.

The last time I went to church was Easter Sunday, 2001. I went to make my Mom happy. I brought the Wife and Kids. It was very nice. Pretty Flowers. Beautiful hymns. And then Pastor Dave went in to his Sermon. Usually Methodists are ridiculed for being safe, boring, and have Church services that end promptly after 60 minutes. But Pastor Dave was inspired. He went on about how this time of year, Easter Time, is the best time of year for Christians. It’s not to be a good person. It’s about believing. It’s about Christ, Pastor Dave extolled. I just sat there steaming. Why isn’t it enough just to be a good person?

I never went to church again. It is likely that I never will. But I am a moral person. I’ve read large portions of the Bible. Especially the Gospels. I think that the example that Jesus gave is very good place to start. Turn the other cheek, Judge not, Love all men. Good stuff. That Jesus was a pretty good guy. Why is it so important that I believe that he died and that rose from the dead?

And of course, if Pastor Dave is correct, that must mean that Gandhi is in Hell. And I refuse to believe that a God who would sacrifice his own flesh in order to forgive our sins, would ignore the noble deeds of a man, just because he did not happen to believe. That doesn’t sit well with at all.

Morals and Religion are not the same. We can all agree on that I think. Why then do morals and religion get all tied together. It is because Morals are not black and white. Oh sure, don’t kill, don’t steal, don’t lie — those must be universal morals. I think not. I see plenty of killing being done in the name of God or Allah theses days. Is it moral to steal to feed your family. If you knew your mother had one year to live, but she would feel no pain during that time and would die in he sleep. Would you hide that truth from her? Would it be moral?

No, my friends, morality is not black and white. But if we agreed on Christian Morals, then we could look to the bible, the pastor, the Pope for clarification on these issues. I teach my children morals. My morals. Sometimes I use Jesus as an example. Sometimes the Buddha. Other times I use Cal Ripken or Miguel Tejada.

I do not want to see morality taught in school. First of all, is the morality that you would teach, the morals I would have my children learn. Is the morality I would teach, the moral your children should learn? Secondly, even if we could all agree on the curriculum, they’d screw it up. Remember the New Math? My brother was taught the New Math. Poor guy is thirty years old and cannot do long division.

The schools would be well served to focus on teaching kids Math, English, History. Teach them. Set expectations. Hold them to those expectations. You don’t need to teach them about character. You need to demand it. You do not need to teach morality. You do not need to teach Creationism. Hell, you don’t need to teach evolution. I have all kinds of thoughts on education, but I’ll spare you… for now.

That’s the way I see it. If you have a thoughtful comment, I would love to hear it.

Beware Political Statements that fit on Bumper Stickers

April 11, 2005

I was driving down the road this weekend, minding my own business. Of course, you never hear of some one who was driving along nosing in to everyone else’s business. Regardless, I saw a bumper sticker. It proudly announced “BOYCOTT FRANCE.” I began to think about that. Why would I boycott France. I’m not crazy about the French. They seem kind of snooty and pretentious. Their history leaves some thing to be desired. But what have they done to me? Nothing.

Oh, I think I know why that guy wanted me to Boycott France. It must be because the French didn’t want us to invade Iraq. Neither did the Germans. Why not boycott them too. Nope, just the French. Let’s see, what exactly did the French do to us. They didn’t want to help us invade another sovereign country. And they said that we shouldn’t do that. Wow. Now there is a reason to be mad. Did they threaten to send fighter planes to stop us. Did they threaten us in anyway way? I would understand this hostility towards the French if they had said (in an accent from Monty Python’s Holy Grail,) “Hey you stoopid Americans, don’t attack Iraq. Go and boil your
bottoms, sons of a silly person. I blow my nose at you, so-called Double-You, you and all your silly American kaniggets. I don’t want to talk to you no more, you empty headed animal food trough water! I fart in your general direction! You mother was a hamster and your father smelt of elderberries!”

But they didn’t do anything to us, that I can see. They just told us we were wrong. And for that I should boycott them? What about India and Pakistan. They developed Nuclear Weapons. WMD if you will. Why not boycott them? Or China? They have violated all kinds of human rights. Shouldn’t we boycott the Chinese? How about Saudi Arabia. They have cultivated all kinds of terrorists. Maybe we should boycott them?

But no. It’s France we want to worry about. Typical, small minded reaction. Some one told us we were wrong and we can’t have that. Not only do we want to be able to do whatever we want to. We need everyone to agree with us. And besides, if our reasons for attacking were flimsy, it was for the best if we were paying more attention to whether or not the French approved, rather than take a hard look at what we were doing.

A couple of years ago, when this nonsense began, I found the Boycott France thing to be pointless. But I see it in a different light now. And that is because the French were right. We shouldn’t have invaded Iraq. There wasn’t enough evidence of WMD to support it. Perhaps, instead of ridiculing them, we should have listened.

The problem with punditry

March 19, 2005

The few people who actually read this blog and know me in the real world are usually surprised that I don’t write about politics more. Truthfully, I’m a little surprised. The reason for this is because of the way politics is handled in the blogosphere. Think of a political blog you like. Now ask yourself, does it offer any thoughts or insights in to the complex world of politics, or does it simply bash what the other guys think?

It seems like most political blogs aren’t really political, they are knit pickers. Want to know what is wrong with the Democrats, go to a “Right Wing” blog. Want hear the latest on why Bush is a scumbag, go to a “Progressive Blog.” Want to hear answers? Want to see an open debate willing to hear opposing views? Want a dialogue? Good Luck. (Actually, if you want these things go read Anti-Everything; an exception to the rule for sure.)The point is this, the blogosphere (and the real world for that matter) don’t seem to be interested in addressing the issues that face us. What we do is pick a side. Are you for or against the Death Penalty? Gun Control? Abortion? Pick a side and stick to it. Never mind the fact that the world is more complex than that. You can be opposed to war and still find yourself willing to fight for something. You can be atheist and support peoples right to worship what they believe in. You can be devoutly religious and respect the fact that the government is not the appropriate place for you message.

My beliefs do not mirror the platform of the DNC, they do however line up much closer to the Democrats than the Republicans. It is very frustrating that when I assert an opinion of a political nature to told how I think because I’m a liberal, or worse yet that I can’t think a thing because I’m a liberal.

I will probably continue to air my politics here upon occasion. I do try to be real careful and make sure that I am voicing my opinion and not one I’ve heard. Sometimes it easier to just have the opinions you’ve heard elsewhere. Anyway I think that may be the problem with so called Political Blogs. They don’t often express a new thought, they parrot each other and the cable news channels. It’s bad enough that the Cable news networks repeat themselves all day, don’t make me read it while I’m surfing blogs.

Random Thoughts Volume VI

February 21, 2005

Today and tomorrow, I am unemployed. Yea! I am also sick. Boo! There is nothing worse than being sick on a day off. OK there is plenty that is worse, but it still sucks.

As I was working on updating the SBC Blog, I realized that I suck. I have put more time and effort in that project recently than I have here, on my real blog. The reason, it occurs to me, is that the SBC, is easier. I can say whatever I want there. It doesn’t matter if it worth saying or not. Here I trying to represent my thoughts and whatever else, so I tend to be more selective about what kind of thing I write about here. The worst part is that the SBC pulls in way more traffic than this pathetic little blog. The whole thing is a little twisted if you ask me.

Last night, Hunter S. Thompson put a bullet in his head. Wow. Thompson was a genius. He was also very, very fucked up. If you are not familiar with Thompson, the easy way to get a feel for his work is to watch the movie, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Happy Trails, Hunter. I hope its Happy Hour wherever you are now.

It is my opinion that many aspects of the Bush Administration are fascist in nature. Apparently, I’m not alone. (via fellow shitty blogger, prisoner of gravity)

The Iraqi election has resulted in a big win for the ultra-conservative Iranian influenced Fundamentalist Shia parties, Da’awa and SCIRI (Supreme Council for Islamic Revolution in Iraq.) What are we thinking. We push the Iraqis to vote in a government, and shocker, they vote for a government that is opposed to the U.S. occupation and the U.S. in general. Furthermore, they will likely ally with a country that we have labeled one the Axis of Evil, Iran. We didn’t see this coming? OK, Saddam was a jerk, but how has turning Iraq into another Iran helped anything? Is it possible that we have gone into this with such lack of preparation we did not see this coming?

Random Thoughts Volume V

February 16, 2005

These Random Thoughts posts are so not popular, I was tempted to abandon them. But, I won’t my blog, my thoughts, though shit. Without further ado:

The US has pulled its ambassador from Syria and is demanding that Syria withdraw from Lebanon. Not a good sign. Memo to the Bush Administration— NO starting new wars till you finish the ones you have now! And to think we thought Iran would be next. Well don’t rule that out either. Or better yet let’s take them both on. In the regrettable words of our President, “Bring ‘em On!” I think anyone who has read this far knows that I am opposed to war in general. But what I’m talking about here is common sense. We can only engage so many “evil-doers” at one time. Don’t think that Iran and Syria are unaware of this. North Korea knows it too. That’s why these countries are getting bolder. Are strategy of bold talk and unilateral action doesn’t seem to be worrying these folk. We need a new plan. Dr. Rice we are waiting.

And Please can we just shut up about Jose Canseco. Yes, he did steroids. Yes, he knows about others that did. But he hasn’t named any names that are truly shocking. This is not news. This is an attempt by a messed-up individual to cash in. Spring training is starting, can’t we hear about the normal drivel … Can A-Rod step for the Yankees, Can Boston do it again, Will the O’s ever get any pitching?

The NHL, meanwhile, is enjoying more coverage about the pending cancellation of their season than they had all of last season.

I’ve been using the Microsoft Anti-Spyware Tool Beta 1 for a few days now, and Monday it got its first real test. I was looking to download some cracked free password recovery software (stop looking at me like that, a user forgot the password she put on an Excel document. Really. It’s true, I swear) and well let’s just say I got infected pretty good with some spyware. It tried to stop the stuff from installing, but it was unsuccessful, it did however tip me off that something was up. I ran the cleaner and it deleted a bunch of junk. I ran AdAware afterwards and it only found traces of the infestation to clean up. Not too shabby. And big Bill just announced that the product will be free once it is released. Good job Microsoft.

Microsoft has been pressured by the Upstart browser Firefox. The Software Giant says it will not be able to release a new version of Internet Explorer until the next Windows product is released. The reason is that IE is too integrated into Windows for them to upgrade it independently. Good job Microsoft. It just goes to show there was no reason for the Justice department to worry itself over whether Microsoft was be anti-competitive when they integrated IE into Windows. Now, that same move has made it impossible for them to compete. Firefox will release several new versions before the Next Windows Product (Code Named Longhorn, Nicknamed Longwait) is released.

Some food for thought

February 5, 2005

wikipedia defines fascism as: any system of government resembling Mussolini’s, that
exalts nation and sometimes race above the individual,
uses violence and modern techniques of propaganda and censorship to forcibly suppress political opposition,
engages in severe economic and social regimentation.
engages in corporatism1

“Strength lies not in defense but in attack.”
- Adolf Hitler

“The gravest danger to freedom lies at the crossroads of radicalism and technology. When the spread of chemical and biological and nuclear weapons, along with ballistic missile technology - when that occurs, even weak states and small groups could attain a catastrophic power to strike great nations. Our enemies have declared this very intention, and have been caught seeking these terrible weapons. They want the capability to blackmail us, or to harm us, or to harm our friends - and we will oppose them with all our power.”
- George W. Bush

“America will never seek a permission slip to defend the security of our people.”
- George W. Bush

1Corporatism is used in reference to tendencies in politics for legislators and administrations to be influenced or dominated by the interests of business enterprises (limited liability corporations). From Wikipedia.

Serious Stuff

January 26, 2005

Quotes:

He already has other weapons of mass destruction. But a nuclear weapon, two or three our four years from now — I don’t care where it is, when it is — to have that happen in a volatile region like the Middle East is most certainly a future that we cannot tolerate. — Dr. Condoleeza Rice, 13 Nov 2002

I have to say that I have never, ever, lost respect for the truth in the service of anything —Dr. Condoleeza Rice, 18 Jan 2005

Dr. Rice, there were no WMD, and there was no nuclear capability. And now look at the fine mess where in. Now that you are the Secretary of State, you’ve got you’re work cut out for you. Good Luck.

Headlines:

37 Troops Die on Deadliest Day in Iraq

Bush Asks Patience From U.S. on Iraq War

U.S. military too eager to help Iraqis vote

Bush urges Iraqis to defy rebels

Election Tensions in Kirkuk Could Spread

Top U.S. Commander: Iraq Forces Not Ready


U.S. Hostage Pleads as Iraq’s Wounds Deepen

Added war costs push deficit forecast over $400 billion

PS: For information about Alberto Gonzales and his position on torture go here

Remember the WMD?

January 17, 2005

Oh … and by the way, there weren’t any weapons of mass destruction in Iraq. None. Nada. Zilch. We attacked a sovereign nation for no reason. We have brought more instability to the middle east. We have entangled ourselves in country with no way out. For what reason? People are dying. Americans, Iraqis, all kinds of people. Because it was that important to remove Saddam Hussein? So important that we could not even plan out an occupation strategy? Did Rumsfeld really believe we would be greeted as liberators?

We are trapped. If we stay, we will spend who knows how much money on this effort, and that’s the small price. The larger price tag will paid with lives of American Soldiers and Iraqi Civilians. If we leave, there will be chaos. Possibly a civil war. Shiites vs Sunnis vs Kurds. It would probably spill over the borders into Iran, Syria and Turkey. So we will stay. We will stay and prop up the government that we created for them. This is not the first time we’ve done this. We propped up Saigon for over a decade. I don’t have to tell you how that story ended.

I don’t have any good answers for this problem. But I’m mad as hell. Because this problem exists for no reason. I cannot understand why the Bush administration pushed this war on us. It’s not like we didn’t already have one. We have this whole War on Terror to deal with. Did they really think that they could just go in, depose Saddam and leave? Did they think they could distract us from the failure to capture Osama with this?

I’m a pacifist by nature. I don’t think that going to war is a desirable tactic. But sometimes it must happen. I wasn’t opposed to the War on Afghanistan. We could not sit back and allow Al Queda to operate freely in that country. They had attacked our country. We needed to defend ourselves. But a preemptive war, that’s a whole different thing. Even if Saddam had been stockpiling nukes, it is dicey business saying that you must attack another country because they might attack you. If that were a valid doctrine, then shouldn’t we attack North Korea? Iran? Syria? China? Where does it end?

Some would accuse me of dwelling on problems without offering solutions. That argument pisses me off too. I wouldn’t have attacked Iraq. I would have never taken the United States into a pre-emptive war. I would have never been so arrogant to assume that people of Iraq would be happy to have foreigners, invaders with machine guns roaming their streets. Yet I’m supposed to offer a solution. Try this one: Don’t go starting wars. That’s my solution. War is messy business. People die. Lives are ruined. Limbs are lost. Families shattered. I would not enter into that so lightly.

It’s too late for that. We are in. I don’t think we get out easily. We face a paradox right now. If we install a truly democratic government in Iraq, it will almost certainly be anti-American. That is the will of the people there. They don’t like us. I don’t blame them. If we manipulate the system so that the Iraqi government is friendly to us, then it will fall. Unless of course we prop it up. Like I said, we are going to be there for a while. And I’m gonna be mad about it the whole time.

Das Experiment

January 16, 2005

Last night as I was flipping through the movie channels hoping to find something good and interesting to watch, I stumbled across Das Experiment on Starz Cinema. It was a German film that seems to have been inspired by the Prison Experiment done at Stanford in the 1970’s. It was in German but if you don’t mind subtitles it is well worth watching. The basic idea is this: 20 men volunteer for an experiment for which they will be paid. 12 of them are to be prisoners and 8 to be guards. The guards are strictly told that there will be no violence used, but that it is their critical task to maintain order. Of course, the guards become more totalitarian and the prisoners become more subdued, but with some dramatic twists.

This film was released in 2001. Which made some of the imagery in this film even more shocking to me. I couldn’t help but draw some comparisons to Abu Ghraib. The movie illustrated that this is the kind of thing that will happen when guards are under-trained and not adequately supervised. Which seems to have been the case in Abu Ghraib. The Stanford study is over 30 years old now, but apparently we can’t learn from this information.

Even without looking at the political side of it, this film was well worth watching. It was very well done and very thought provoking (at least I thought so.)

Random Thoughts Volume III

December 20, 2004

Good news: I got an A in my ASP.NET class. A 99.4 percent to be precise. It’s good to be succussful at something. It’s also good to see some validation for all of my hard work in this class.

Dumb News: George W Bush is Time’s Man of the Year. Nuff said.

We got most of the Christmas shopping done this weekend. That’s a load of my chest. I get mixed emotions about Christmas. I’m not religious at all, so that aspect of it does nothing for me. But of course, there are many aspects of Christmas, in this day and age, that are removed from religion. I celebrate it mostly because the kids enjoy it and my mother would be mortified if I outright ignored it. I tend to ignore the religous bits and focus on things I agree with: Peace on Earth, Giving, So on and so forth.

There are more reports of Torture from Iraq. Can we do more to enrage the people of the Middle East? or the rest of the world for that matter.

I’ve been keeping up with my diet of keeping my daily caloric intake under 1500 calories. After 3 weeks, I’ve lost 26 pounds. I’m happy that the wieght is coming off. I’m disturbed that after losing 26 pounds and looking in the mirror, there is obviously more to lose.

All Work and No Play makes Jack a Dull Boy

December 7, 2004

I apologize for the lack of content recently. It seems that at work, I’m expected to … well, work. This has been very inconvenient to me. On top of that I’ve been working feverishly on my final project for my ASP.NET class. Unfortunately, this has left little time for blogging. The good news is that my class is over this week, and my load at work should lighten up as we get closer to year end. It seems that we will be implementing a VoIP system this weekend. Hmmm, a whole new phone system, using new technology and new infrastructure, and the project was put together in less three weeks. It will be implemented in less than two. Maybe I’m wrong, but is sounds like a recipe for disaster to me. Good news: Not my project. Bad news: Not only do I get to help implement, I get to help with whatever fallout occurs.

Elsewhere, al Qaeda attacked the US Consulate in Saudi Arabia. You would’ve thought with all the success the Bush administration says we are having, that something like this could not have happened. Especially, not on the soil of one of our partners in the War on Terror. The situation in the Ukraine is getting ready to boil over. The Russians, doing their best Cold War imitation, are warning the West to stay out of it. It seems they want to be the only country interfering with the election process.

Maybe I’ll get a chance to put up another post this week. Maybe not. Do you think my wife will get irked, if I’m busy catching up my blog and the Christmas Tree hasn’t been put up yet?

Random Thoughts, Volume II

November 30, 2004

I cannot see a good end to this situation in Iraq. Apparently, one of our soldiers shot an unarmed man. Riverbend’s reaction at Baghdad Burning really puts it in perspective. So much for the strategy of winning the hearts and minds of the Iraqi people.

I’m glad I have a big screen HDTV. I can see football and basketball games with incredible clarity and I don’t have to worry about me and my kids being in the middle of a fist fight. Everyone seems to understand that players must show some control, and I agree with that. But fans have a responsibility to behave as well. If you walked in to a restaurant or even a bar and started acting like that, you would be removed. Why is a sports arena any different? I hope this trend doesn’t continue, because I’d like to take my kids to see these games, but for now the fans are too out of control.

After a nice holiday weekend of eating too much, I’ve started a diet. I’m about 40 pounds overweight. It will not do. Although, I’ve been going to gym regularly, it hasn’t been enough. So I’m limiting my caloric intake to about 1500 calories a day for now, after a couple of weeks I’ll raise to somewhere between 2000-2500. It’s no fun. I’ll just treat it like I did when I quit smoking and when I quit drinking. No more eating for fun. No more have some more cause it’s yummy. I don’t miss smoking or drinking anymore, hopefully I won’t miss that either.

And this just in, Tom Ridge is calling it quits. Does that mean that color codes are gone too? I hope not, I’d miss them. Did anybody else notice that all of the moderates in the cabin, Ashcroft the exception, are resigning?

And the President is off to make nice with Canada? How about the time bomb shaping up in the Ukraine? How about the labor situation China? Iraq? Afghanistan? Nope. Canada. I guess I just don’t get it.

One last thing, I must be doing something right, I’ve received 2 African Bank Scam emails and 3 Golden Lottery Scam email in the last 2 weeks. If I respond to all five, I should be good for somewhere in the neighborhood of $32.1 Million. I’m not sure why they need to deposit directly into my account using my account numbers or why they need my Social Security Number. And fronting the $10,000 in good faith money seems like a lot but look at the return!

Random Thoughts

November 11, 2004

While, blog surfing I saw that ReaZ was mirroring anti’s list of the members of the SBC. This seemed like a good idea, so I have added the list of shitty bloggers to the left column.

Today’s is Veterans Day, let’s not forget those who have fought to protect us or those who are fighting now. I may disagree with the reasons for war, but I respect those who are willing to put their lives on the line for my country.

ABC is playing Saving Private Ryan tonight, although you may not be able to see it. Several affiliates, including those owned by the right-wing Sinclair Group, are refusing to air it. They feel that the violence and profanity in the movie may be too much for family viewers. It is ironic to me that Sinclair endorsed a candidate for President who has led the country into a very violent conflict in Iraq and whose running mate told a Senator to “Go Fuck Yourself!” I can only imagine that they feel that make-believe violence and language is much more upsetting than the real thing.

Next week at work, we are launching a new software package. It’s a Maintenance Management system and it will require us to train all of our maintenance techs, tooling techs and stock room people. It will be a very big deal. I’ll be working long hours and spending more time climbing around machinery with techs than I prefer, but it should be interesting. I also have a project to work on for my class, so I apologize in advance if I slack off on the blogging. After that kind of fun in the beginning of the week, I am rewarding myself with a day off on Friday and a backpacking trip that weekend.

Yasser Arafat is dead. I will not demonize nor glorify the man. I will say that I hope, now that he is gone, that the Israelis and the Palestinians can work toward a peaceful co-existence. I think the two state solution is a good one. It has flaws, but all compromises do. These people, the Palestinians and the Israelis deserve peace. There has been to much killing. Can it be done? I was hopeful during the Camp David talks, but things have gone so poorly since then that I just don’t know.

I really enjoy playing blogshares, but I don’t really know what I’m doing. It’s all good, cause I’m making lots of blog money.

That is all.

I need to get this off my chest

November 7, 2004

I should let it go. George W Bush was lawfully elected to the office of the President by the majority of the People in this country. I disagree with them. But that’s the thing about democracy. The will of the people rules the day.

Oh. I know it’s not that simple. I’m stuck on one thing here. It really upsets me. Values. If you think strategically we had to do something in Iraq, I disagree, but I understand. If you believe that massive tax cuts for everyone including the very rich will help spur the economy, I see where you are coming from. I beg to differ, but I understand your position. But I am confused about how people voted for values and somehow George W Bush won because of this.

I am not trying to be divisive or condescending to anyone’s view. I am truly confused. And, frankly, quite upset. I am a registered Democrat. Would you like to know why? Too bad, I’ll tell you anyway.

I come from a Republican Family. I learned Republican type things as a kid. In high school I joined an after-school club called the Progressive Politics Club. We debated the burning issues of the day. Gay Rights. Death Penalty. Abortion. Taxes. The Environment. I loved it. I got a chance to really show off how well I knew these issues. I parroted the views I had heard from Republicans and made it clear I was quite the Conservative. Then a terrible thing happened. All the liberals graduated. The next year, first couple of meetings sucked. All of us conservatives sat around and agreed with each other.

I couldn’t take it, so I volunteered to argue the liberal position, as the Devil’s Advocate, in order to flesh out the discussion. Over the course of the next few months, an amazing thing happened. As I gave the liberal stance on the death penalty, I realized that I did not think it was right for anyone, not even the government to take a human life. As I argued the pro choice opinion I realized that the issue was complicated, and while I felt that (and still do) abortions were wrong, the reality of it was that the government, especially the Federal government is ill- equipped to legislate that. There is a lot of grey area when it comes to abortion, and setting a federal law would potentially leave a rape victim force to bear the child of her attacker or force a woman ill-equipped for mother hood to carry her child to term only to abandon it or raise it in abhorrent conditions. As I looked at the other side of these issues, I realized that my values dictated that I register as a Democrat.

The values I hold dear are: Respect for Human Life. Compassion for the Poor. Protecting the Environment so that the wilderness that I have loved since I was a child will remain forever. The Equality of all Men and Women, no matter what they think, or do. No matter where they come from or what culture they embrace or what there religion is. Honesty. The belief that we are world citizens and should abide by the same rules as everyone else. To respect others, no matter what.

I looked at my values and I looked the Bush Administration’s record over the last 4 years. I felt that they had not lived up to my values. John Kerry Embraced many of my values so I voted for him. And he lost. OK. But now I keep hearing how Bush won because of “moral values” and I don’t get it. It’s said as though “moral values” is a tangible, well-defined doctrine. I searched WikiPedia for “moral values” but it had nothing for me. I don’t see how 59,459,765 people can have the same exact morals. It seems to be tied to religion, but that doesn’t make sense to me either. The Protestants can’t even decide whether the want to have their Trespasses forgiven or their Debts. There are differences. Values are personal. My values and your values are not the same. Not exactly. And that’s OK. Hell, it’s good. But what I am hearing is that somehow a vote for Bush was a vote for “Moral Values”. Values like discriminating against Gays, Muslims and Arabs perhaps?

Like I said, I’m not trying to be flip or rude or disrespectful. (Come back later and I’ll do my best to be all of those things.) Right now I am very upset. I am a moral person. Yet, there is this notion that the only moral vote was for Bush. It sounds like the Red State people really believe that.

Having explained how I feel, I’m asking for comments. From everyone. Red or Blue. Help me with this. I can’t believe that all Red State folks are bigots. Help me understand this. I want to believe that this isn’t as polarized as it feels right now. I don’t care if people agree with me. But I don’t like having my moral fiber challenged.

GAGG Reflex , Poor Ratings, and The SBC

November 3, 2004

I can’t believe this. This worst president in modern history was re-elected with more votes cast for him than any other president in history. Let’s keep it in perspective, he also had more votes cast against him than any other President in history. The pundits say that the W in Chief’s strategy was simple. (Pro) Gun,(Anti) Abortion,(Anti) Gay (marriage), and (a whole lot of) God. The GAGG strategy. And it worked. I’m too tired to think straight right now so I won’t attempt to even get a good rant going. Several bloggers have summed this up nicely. I invite you to read what they had to say about it:

Wil Wheaton

Alan
Julius
OneGoodMove
NickerBlog
Shelley
TBogg

I will keep pointing out the error of W’s ways. I will not relent. Do not worry. This isn’t going to turn into a “Political Blog,” But I have always felt strongly about politics and if when this administration does something that raises my ire, I will post about it. I invite comments. Maybe between us we can figure out how to get this country back on track. Pretty ambitious, I know, but a worthy goal nonetheless.

On a related note. I found on Blog Explosion, that I could see the blogs of all the people who have rated my site. I’ve been feeling a little blue about my ratings. I haven’t lost sleep over it or anything, but I would like it if folks like my little blog. So I went to the blogs of the folks who have rated my site. 5 of the 16 were right wing type blogs. Another 5 were folks that I’m pretty sure like my little Blog. You know who you are. It really bothers me to think that people are rating my blog poorly because they disagree with me. None of them ever even bothered to leave me a comment. I know the ratings aren’t a big deal, but just because you don’t agree with me, doesn’t me my site is bad. You might think it’s bad cause I’m boring, or cause my layout is lame, or for any number of reasons, but my opinions? *Growl* If you disagree with something I have to say, And you feel strongly enough about it to give me a bad rating, then leave a comment saying what your beef is. Not that I’ll change anything, but at least we’ll know where each other stand.

Since perhaps I’m doomed to have a poorly rated site, I had no choice but to Join the Shitty Blogger Club.

So there.

That’s all for now. I’ll be back with more boring and irrelevant posts tomorrow or the next day.

Good Morning!

What I beautiful day. The sun is shining, flowers are in bloom, spring is in the air. I feel the harmony between all men and women. It is the dawning of a new age of co-operation between nations and cultures. The coffee even tastes better somehow.

Don’t worry about me. It’s just the denial talking. I haven’t got much sleep and I have a long day ahead of me at work. Tonight when I get home, maybe I’ll brave enough to face reality. Until then I’ll just walk around with this manic smile plastered to my face.

Have a wonderful day

Here we go again

November 2, 2004

Not exactly the outcome I was looking for. It is almost midnight and several states are still undecided. Florida and Ohio look like they are leaning towards Bush, but there are still people in line in Ohio so who knows. It is not a lock for either candidate. It looks like the earliest we will know who the president will be is Thursday.

I don’t know what to think right now. I am disappointed. I truly the higher turn outs would equate to more votes the more moderate candidate. I thought that candidate was John Kerry. My support for Kerry is still strong, but I think the nation is more divided than I had thought. That makes me sad. This divisiveness makes me tired. Being on the losing end of this divisiveness makes me sick. I hope there is good news between now and tomorrow.

For now I have to go to bed. Still have a job to do no matter who the president is. I’ll take comfort in the fact that no matter what happens, I know that there are a number of like minded individuals out here in the blogosphere.

Sorry I don’t have anything useful to say. Don’t worry as the facts become clearer, I’ll find something to say.

Sweet Dreams and let’s hope we don’t wake up to a nightmare.

OK. You know what to do.

November 1, 2004

VOTE. I mean it. Go out there and do it. The latest polls are in and it looks good. Check out the Electoral Vote Predictor. It looks like several swing states have swung back to Kerry. Besides, the Redskins lost, so it might just be a lock for Kerry.

But let’s not get overconfident. Go out there and vote. There has been a lot a talk about voter intimidation. I hope it is no where near as bad as it sounds. Know your rights, click here if you are unsure. If you don’t know what you are supposed to do at any time you can call the National Constitution Center at 1-866-MYVOTE1 and they will connect you to your local board of election. And if you think you have been wrongfully discouraged from voting call the Election Protection Hotline at 1-866-OUR-VOTE. (thanks to JuliusBlog)

Let’s win this thing. There has to be enough of us to win. We just need to get out there and vote.

One Week to Go

October 26, 2004

I will not write about politics
I will not write about politics
I will not write about politics
I will …

Dammit.

OK. One week to go till the big election. I know your mind is made up. I know you are sick of reading blogs where people try shove their point of view down your throat. I just want you to consider something before you vote. I want you to consider the people who have this misfortune to live in Iraq right now. Here is a link to a blog written by an Iraqi citizen. If you have any open mindedness left in you, give this a read before you vote.

In my blog reading tonight, I came across a new music video that had real political depth, and it seemed sincere and spoke to it’s audience without parroting anyone’s talking points. By far the best political, protest song in a generation. This was even more shocking to me considering the artist responsible: Eminem. I do not like rap music, I do not like Eminem. I’m a cranky 30something that prefers my 80s-90s alterna-rock or some nice relaxing jazz. But I liked it. I was pleasantly surprised. Thanks to JuliusBlog and onegoodmove for pointing me to it.

If you are curious check it out:

Hi res
Lo res

In other news we’ve lost a bunch of explosives in Iraq. I’m not even going to bother to get myself worked up about this. You’ve heard about it already, if you’ve been listening.

I will do my best to have no more political entries till after the election.

Mud, Values, and I’m not Windows 95!

October 23, 2004

I didn’t go hiking last weekend, because my brother-in-law backed out on me. He backed out on me because he didn’t want to walk in the mud. This weekend was his birthday, so I got for him a jar full of …. Mud. I told him that he could take it out and play with it any time he wanted; to help prepare himself for the next time we go hiking. It was all in fun and that’s he took it. I also got him a subscription to Sports Illustrated.

I’m still pondering which Linux distro would be best for the extra box. I’m intrigued by slackware but no decision has been made yet.

I heard on the radio yesterday that our fearless leader, Dubya, is working to focus his messages, war on terror, yadda, yadda, and values. Values? I hate this values thing. Whose values? Mine? I somehow doubt it. What kind of arrogance is that? To believe that your own personal values are so correct that they should molded into policy for everyone. Can’t wait till this election is over.

As I’ve clicked through many blogs, I see all these cute surveys that people have taken. I’m Anteater in the blog Environment. If I were food I’d be Cheetos. I’m a combination of the Girl Next Door and a Five Dollar Ho. So, I figure maybe I should take one of these. I tried one that held some interest for me, the one that says which candidate you should vote for if you were voting based only on issues. The questions were terrible and the results were bad. It said I agreed with Kerry 56% of the time. Implying that I agree with Bush 44% of the time. No! Dubya and I both refrain from imbibing alcohol and we both like baseball and … Ok that’s it. The other survey I took told me that if I were an Operating System I would be Windows 95. At least I wasn’t MAC OS9 or worse yet Windows me. I think I’ll stay away from the polls. It must be that they miss some of the nuances of my personality. That must be it. I’m not Windows 95, really I’m not.

Game 1 of the World Series tonight. BoSox and Cards. Go Curse Go!

Bits and Pieces

October 7, 2004

My dad is back home. I went to see him tonight and I’m glad I did. I feel better having sat and talked with him for a while. I don’t know why, but the whole karma thing I could be in trouble. I know I caused those nice folks a lot of worry in my day.

I don’t care about the debates. I want to, but I just can’t get interested. My mind is made up, I’ve done my homework, I don’t believe I will hear anything in these debates that will sway my opinion. I’ll just get mad. I feel bad about it, but the way life has been going recently, I can’t bring myself to watch grown men insult each other.

I am hooked on LaunchCast. Why wouldn’t I be? It appeals to my inner-egomaniac. I tell it what songs I like and how much I like them and it gives me music based on those opinions. Anything that asks me my opinion and then reacts favorably based on said opinions is a good thing! I have been rating away and my station is pretty consistently playing music I like. About the only thing that would make it better is if it would work on Firefox.

Here’s a little Irony to keep you satisfied. The Lone Star Iconoclast (the newspaper of Crawford, Texas) has endorsed John Kerry for President of the United States.

For all of you that need to do more “hands-free” browsing on your computer… try this.

It almost Friday. I’ve got to stay late at work and upgrade our ERP server. Should be a blast!

More Right Wing Ranting

September 19, 2004

Ranting about the right wing that is. The Right Wing Nut Jobs once again have used the time tested strategy of repeating a lie again and again to make more true. This time the lie in question is the supposed invalidity of the documents CBS used to cite that Dubya wasn’t were he was supposed to be in the Guard in Alabama. These guys claim that the documents cannot be authentic because the fonts in them were not in use at the time. I do not know about the authenticity of those documents, but those who claim that these fonts and superscript feature were not available at the time seem to have it wrong. It seems that these fonts were available at the time. Don’t take my word for read here and here.

What do I know about fonts and typefaces and superscripts? Well … Nothing. But it seems that this issue is not as cut and dry and these Right Wing Nut Jobs want to make it out as. I do not know what Dubya was doing in the 1970’s and I really don’t care. I don’t think they could dig up enough dirt about his past to make a difference at this point. What I am getting very sick of is misinformation spreading again in to the main stream media simply by force of repetition.

And the worst part of all… where are the issues. We are debating whether Kerry got hurt enough for a Purple Heart or whether Bush took a physical. Who Cares? How about debating about a strategy for Iraq or an economic plan or a policy for dealing with terrorism. What the hell is wrong with us, we’re debating typesets on memos about events from over 30 years ago. And this is just what the Right wants, the longer we worry about these meaningless things, the less time we have to look at the real issues and they know the president is in real trouble if that ever happens.

Vacations and Presidents and other fun stuff

September 6, 2004

I went on vacation as advertised. And things were for most part nice. Went fishing, but saw no evidence of actual fish. Which was OK with me. I don’t really like to eat fish. My motivation is more to play with my fishing gear and spend time by the water more than actually catch a fish. Speaking of gear, I bought myself a new reel while I was out there. I am very happy with it. Now that I have added the reel to my rod, I’m doing very well at not catching any fish. We took the kids to play miniature golf and that was fun, but I think that one of the levels of hell consists of just missing your putts on a mini golf course. The only damper on the trip was that there had been a sewage leak in to the lake a couple weeks back. I know … Yuck. Of course, all obvious signs of it were long since cleared up, but the water was still deemed unsafe for prolonged contact to the skin. In other words, no swimming. On Sunday, they re-tested and said the lake was now safe. My parents and my 11 year old enjoyed a swim. For some reason, my wife and I decided to skip it.

I’m happy to hear that Bill Clinton is doing well after his quadruple bypass surgery. During this election season, it seems more evident than ever how great he was as president. The whole Monica thing was ugly to be sure, but compared to the messes this country is looking at now it really doesn’t seem that bad.

onegoodmove has several video clips of The Daily Show’s RNC Coverage. This is good stuff. Check them out. And I’m going to have to start watching The Daily Show more often.

I’m back up to 6 GMail Invites. I can’t give them away fast enough. If you want one drop me a comment with a way to contact you. I’ll send an email just to make sure you’re still interested (and to make sure you’re for real … I’m just funny like that.) When you reply I’ll send the invite. If you know some one who wants one send them this way.

Web Page Authoring and Convention Ramblings

August 31, 2004

The instructor that emailed yesterday emailed me back today and informed me that there was a class available, Advanced Web Page Authoring, and it started tonight at 6:00 PM. That sounded interesting, so I get my stuff in gear and got myself registered. Should be a cool class. We will learn some ASP.Net and some Server Side VB.Net. I am excited and relieved. Its bad enough that I am accumulating credits at a snail’s pace, missing a semester would’ve been terrible.

It appears that Deion is indeed coming, although it is very funny that everyone (me included) is making this much of deal about a 37 year old nickleback.

I’ve add the Google site search to my page, but it doesn’t work. This is because Google hasn’t indexed my page yet. My traffic stats say the google has checked the site, so it should index it before too long. I hope. I’ll leave the code in place. The Web Search Feature still works fine. I also have the AdSense ad down the on the sidebar. In theory the ads it puts in place should some how relate to my content. I am forbidden to click on them, cause that against the rules. I am curious about how it gathers click thru percentages and such. So if you have nothing better to do click on one and let me know what on the other side.

I have managed to give to Gmail invites away and for my efforts Google in its infinite wisdom has granted me another invite. The offer still stands.

The O’s managed to win in the 12th inning against TB. They had better find 3rd place in the AL East and keep it if Lee Mazzilli wants to keeps his job. I like the guy, but Angelos spent a lot of money to make this team better, I don’t think he is going to be patient if the Orioles finish in 4th place for the 6th straight year.

I’m doing my best to ignore the Republic National Convention. I realize that I have a Civic Duty to pay attention and all that. But they make me so mad. Tributes about 9/11. As though 9/11 belongs to the Republican Party. That the Terrorist attacks on our nation prove that Bush is a good leader.

“You can count on him, especially in a crisis” - Laura Bush
“He is a leader who doesn’t flinch, doesn’t waver, does not back down” - Arnord Schwarzenegger
“He has been tested and has risen to the most
important challenge of our time, and I salute him,” - John McCain

Bush handled the immediate aftermath of the attacks admirably. As I hope that any President of the United States would. Are the Republicans claiming I should vote for him just because he didn’t crack under the pressure? 9/11 is not a platform, it is a tragedy. See, I’m mad again just typing about it.

Now that I’m Fired up let hit a couple more points. You may recall the Republicans try to paint Kerry as waffling and indecisive. For example. All I can say is Karma’s gonna get you baby. Bush has put himself squarely on both sides of the statement he made about not being able to win the war on terror.

And I’m real sick of all this talk about the liberal media. Please! The media does what it does for reason that have nothing to do with politics. The don’t support Bush (although it seems like sometimes.) They don’t support Kerry. They move only where the mighty dollar tells them to go. And right now the dollar pushes them to the right. Don’t mistake cold calculated marketing for a political preference.

Work, Wobegon, Birthdays and Gmail

August 27, 2004

Long week at work this week. Ironic. It was only a 4 day week. It was a good week, made some progress on several projects. Also found out that our General Manger is leaving us to go to a larger division. That makes me sad, he’s a good guy and I know he has faith in my abilities. It will be fine, though, the guy taking over for him is pretty good too.

I found a great article (via onegoodmove.) It is authored by Garrison Keillor of Home prairie Companion fame. The gist of is that the Republican Party has moved from a mainstream Party in the 1950’s to the Ultra-Right wing hate machine that it is today. Of course, he says it better than I could ever dream of. He’s hit the nail right on the head. Both of my parents were raised Republican. They are registered Republicans to this day, but the party has left them behind. When they weren’t looking they became moderate Democrats, although they still resist admitting it.

My wife’s birthday was this week, also. And bonehead that I am, I didn’t realize it until after I got to work. And to make it even worse, I was kind of giving her a hard time that morning about taking care of this or that. A couple of emails and phone calls apologizing and wishing a happy birthday helped some, taking her out to dinner helped some more, getting her the laptop she has wanted didn’t hurt either. I still feel like a complete heel. We get so busy, people just shouldn’t have birthdays during the week.

I’m still feeling a little beat up from the hiking trip last weekend. I’ve been walking around real gingerly, try to keep my sore toes from making contact with my shoe. Thank goodness its the weekend and I can be shoeless or in sandals.

I still have 4 Gmail invites here that I’ willing to give away. If you are interested, leave a comment with your email address. I’ll send an email just to make sure you’re still interested (and to make sure you’re for real … I’m just funny like that.) When you reply I’ll send the invite.

Bush Denounces Ads by Outside Groups

August 23, 2004

AP-Bush Denounces Ads by Outside Groups

It would appear that Dubya has indeed done the right thing. Of course, I’m not going to leave it at that. I am glad that he stated publicly:

“I think Senator Kerry served admirably and he ought to be proud of his record.”

The real trick will be whether or not the noise that is associated with those ads dies down or not. I’m not going to let him of the hook with just one press conference saying the right things. He needs to use the full extent of his influence to make sure this stops. And as much as I despise this administration, I agree with the President that 527 attack ads must stop. Even those against Bush. This country will be a better place when the citizens of the United States start choosing their elected officials based on the public record and their own research, not based on what they saw in commercials, learned from emails, and heard from pundits on the TV and radio.

BTW— It is probably a good thing I am back to work tomorrow, I obviously have nothing better to do with my time.

Bush Approval Ratings Vs. Terror Alerts

Julius Civitatus has put together a great chart showing the relationship between Bush’s Approval Ratings and release of Terror Alerts. If you haven’t seen it yet you should check it out. And while you are at it; check out the rest of his blog.

Sick of the Swifties

Actually, I’m sick of the conservative tactic of slinging mud in all directions and seeing what sticks. They did it for 8 years with the Clintons. And they are up to it again. Back in February, The Drudge Report claimed to have a story that John Kerry had cheated on wife with an intern and then had hid her away in Africa. It spread like wildfire over various right wing outlets. It was revealed shortly thereafter that the story was complete bunk. Now, it is the Swift Boat guys. And they are spread ridiculous lies. Of course they play on some small nuggets of truth, but their falsehoods continue to spread. Michelle Malkin tries to take these insane claims to the mainstream on MSNBC. Luckily Chris Matthews holds her to task and demands that she give a source for claiming that maybe Kerry shot himself. She does not. You’ve got to see it to believe it. (Malkin feels she was set up, decide for yourself.)

In all fairness, it does seem that Kerry’s Purple Hearts are not for the most extreme injuries. I, for one, will not question the Navy’s wisdom on how they hand out Purple Hearts. And I don’t care how small the injury is, I won’t claim to comprehend what it would be like to shot at and injured while in defense of my country.

So I’m already fired up about this and then yesterday I see this headline: “Vietnam Vet Says Has No Proof for Claim Kerry Lied” It seems to me that this whole swift boat thing is not proof that Kerry isn’t what he claims, but that it is nothing more than a bunch of guys (who either don’t like Kerry personally or don’t want him to be president) saying that they never saw a bullet hit him. I’ve never seen Barry Bonds hit a homerun either. Should we take away the records?

I don’t know if I can express in words how mad this makes me. Were there aspects of Kerry’s tour in Vietnam that were screwy? Probably, it was a screwy war. If Purple Hearts were given out more freely during that conflict, who are we to question it. Perhaps it has to do with the fact that young men were fighting a war that, increasingly, we could not win. Yet, they kept putting themselves in harm’s way. That is bravery and that is patriotism.

If it is all bunk, you might ask, where do they find all these veterans? I’d imagine it is not that hard. I’m sure many of them felt betrayed by Kerry leading Vietnam Veterans Against the War and testifying to the Congress. I have no doubt that these guys are all Republicans and fans of Dubya. Of course, the Swifties have no direct ties to Bush campaign; everyone is very clear about that. Of course, I don’t believe that for one second. And neither do you.

This brings me to my final point. Every Bush supporter I’ve spoken to goes to great length to tell me how he is a man of principle and integrity. I hope that is true. And I hope that Dubya has the integrity to call on these Swifties to stop sling mud about Kerry’s service. You don’t get to award yourself a Purple Heart (or a Silver Star or a Bronze Star.) The more the Swifties attempt to discredit Kerry the more they take away from all of the others who have served in that conflict and were awarded Purple Hearts (and Silver Stars and Bronze Stars.)

Prove me wrong Mr. President, and do the right thing.

Iraqi Peace Mission in Najaf

August 17, 2004

Yahoo News–Iraqi Peace Mission Najaf Baghdad Blast Kills 7

I’m not paying as much attention to this as I should, I can’t help it — the whole thing just upsets me. It seems to me that the situation in Iraq is going no where. These headlines could be recycled from last month or the month before that. I can only attribute this to a lack of planning. How else can you explain the same problems happening over and over again. If this mess was being managed you’d think we would see some progress. Like I said I really don’t have enough information to say this authoritatively, but when I see headlines like that they make so mad. We are negotiating with Moqtada al-Sadr, we negotiated a truce with him this spring. Obviously, that didn’t turn out to well. So why are we negotiating with him now? Anyway, just had to get that out of my system.

A week off

August 1, 2004

Tonight I am on my way for a week of fishing, swimming, reading and relaxing. Ahh… sounds good doesn’t it. With any luck I will, I will shake this cold. The only thing worse than going to work sick is going on vacation sick. Anyhow … I just bought the DaVinci Code, and I will read it over the course of the week. If it is as good as everyone says it is, I suppose I will add my opinion about it here.

Which reminds me, I signed up for that Amazon Associates thing and put some links to books I have enjoyed. I find it highly unlikey that I will make one red cent off of this, but if someone would happen to want to buy a book cause of my recommendation … Cool.

A couple of thoughts before I go on vacation:

I keep reading about how John Kerry is too stiff and not engaging and “seems to require endless, occasionally tiresome explication” Newsweek 8/2/04
I can’ t believe that we are worrying about this stuff in a president. I don’t want this guy to be my best friend, I want him to lead. The fact that he can explain himself is a plus for me. Quite a change from the utter lack of real substance with the current administration.

Training camps have started across the NFL. I can’t wait for the season to start. Go Ravens!

I’m not really much of a fisherman. So I have been reading up some of the tricks of the trade. The ironic thing about that is .. I don’t really like to eat fish. If I actually catch something worth keeping I’ll have a dilemma about what to do. I know I could always catch and release … but part of the problem with being not a very good fisherman is I usually hook them in an ugly way. So I don’t have much confidence in its survival if I were to release it.

The Olympics are coming and I don’t really care. That’s terrible, and I know it. Maybe once I actually start watching the events (I’ll probably watch) then I’ll care. It just seems like everything about these games is negative. NBA players feeling too self important to represent their country. Marion Jones Doping allegations. The only positives I have heard are about Michael Phelps.

Well, I’m sure I’ll have some thoughts to post from vacation. And hopefully, I’ll get to really unwind.

America can do better. And help is on the way.

July 29, 2004

That was the theme of John Kerry’s Convention Speech. My mind is still reeling, I literally just finished watching the speech. As I have mentioned I am not a party line Democrat, and I had not been completely sold on Kerry. During the primaries I was a Wesley Clark supporter. So I was watching tonight to see what Kerry had to say. Keep in mind, he could have stood up there and bombed and he’d still get my vote. I will vote George W. Bush out of office.
I have to say, I’m impressed with Kerry. The speech really moved me in a lot of ways. Not that I agree with everything he had to say. I think that some of the healthcare promises he made were probably unrealistic, although admirable.
What really struck me was that he really went out there and attacked some issues that Republicans have hijacked the last couple of decades. It seems to me that the Democratic Party has shied away from certain issues allow the Republicans to call them their own. Issues, like defense, “family values,” faith, even patriotism. John Kerry had no trouble taking those right back.
I want to comment on a couple of quotes from the speech in particular.

“And on my first day in office, I will send a message to every man and woman in our armed forces: You will never be asked to fight a war without a plan to win the peace.”

This is powerful. It praises the soldiers and condemns the war all in one powerful statement. This is exactly the message we need to be sending. There is a war going on and we can’t ignore because we don’t care for the bloodshed. I was a complete pacifist from the time I was age 16 until September 11, 2001. That was the first time I ever saw a reason to take force against anyone. I still abhor violence. But this country is too great to allow anyone to threaten it.

“As President, I will fight a smarter, more effective war on terror. We will deploy every tool in our arsenal: our economic as well as our military might; our principles as well as our firepower.”

This is exactly the kind of balance we need in foreign policy. Too many on the left responded to this unjust and unnecessary war by advocating pacifism. But the fact is although Saddam was not a threat Al Queda is.

“Our purpose now is to reclaim democracy itself. We are here to affirm that when Americans stand up and speak their minds and say America can do better, that is not a challenge to patriotism; it is the heart and soul of patriotism.”

Thank You. I am so sick of the neocons acting as though any thought that differs from theirs in un-American, un-patriotic. And I’m glad that Kerry didn’t tiptoe around it. He came out and called them on it. And I hope that it helps to reveal the weakness of their positions to the American people

“That flag doesn’t belong to any president. It doesn’t belong to any ideology and it doesn’t belong to any political party. It belongs to all the American people.”

Strong, powerful, positive statement. And again it cuts to trappings that the right has been using. The wave the flag fast and furious. To the point where I don’t have flag hanging at my house. Not because I don’t love America. But I feel as though I am some how supporting these neocons by doing so. So I say take it back, John Kerry. Take back the American flag for every one not just for Republicans.

“Our plan will cut the deficit in half in four years by ending tax giveaways that are nothing more than corporate welfare and will make government live by the rule that every family has to follow: pay as you go. And let me tell you what we won’t do: we won’t raise taxes on the middle class. You’ve heard a lot of false charges about this in recent months. So let me say straight out what I will do as President: I will cut middle class taxes. I will reduce the tax burden on small business. And I will roll back the tax cuts for the wealthiest individuals who make over $200,000 a year, so we can invest in job creation, health care and education.”

Fiscal responsibility. We must have it. We are the most powerful country in the world but we will not remain there by being in debt. And the first step to cutting the debt is to cut deficit spending. And now let the Republicans accuse us of taxing to much. Kerry spelled it right out. We will tax, but TNT the middle class, but those who make the most in this country, those with annual incomes over $200,000.00. That’s a lot of scratch. I won’t feel sorry for those guys paying more taxes, will you?

These are just my initial reactions, I’ll need to read the speech again and let what I’ve heard tonight sink in. But, I know this. I am squarely behind John Kerry right now. Not just as the guy to get Bush out. But as a leader.